growing up in PA -continued -sorta

so where was i? ahh yes i was talking about school. well lets see//my fave subject is LA. i luv to read and write. i really do know how to write "properly" but i prefer to write in my style -its kinda an online speak. u know? my LA teacher is the awesome one who gave me a list of books to read. i just started reading stargirl by jerry spinelli last night. its pretty good. the title character reminds me of luna lovegood in the harry potter books// just very unique and different and a complete nonconformist. wish i were that strong a person to just be me no matter what others think. but with moving and having to start over with friends i do find myself conforming to the ways of the other kids in school. i even wear clothes that i think are ridiculous cuz thats the style. actually its the fad and i do know the difference. i wear those tights with no feet in them with my little jean skirts and i wear a&f clothing. i mow the yard for money to keep up with the times.

so anyways i was going to write about my childhood right? so lets see// riding bikes/ playing tag/ playing tag ON our bikes/ climbing trees/ making up stories and adventures/ all the normal stuff that kids do //thats what carson and i did. we just have known each other for 12 years and i deeply miss him. when i moved it hit him quite hard too. i love him. not in that boyfriend kind of way but in a "i could spend the rest of my life with him" kind of way. thats not to say that id marry him but hed be like my backup. my safety. :P

let me tell u about carson. hes 6 feet 6 inches tall with red hair. a total ginger. i know/ hot right? anyways hes like a gentle giant. he does play basketball and is really good. u should see his layups but he doesnt play on the high school team cuz he doesnt like the coaches. hes gotten a little chubby lately cuz he hasnt been workin out but hes still beautiful to me. car/ i know ur reading this and i luv u and miss u. tell jenn i miss her too. thats his kid sister. so carson is like the sweetest guy ever. we talk about everything. i tell him all about my boyfriends and he tells me all about his girlfriends. btw car i really like ur current gf and i think shes good for u. wish my situation was as good as yours// but ill type about that later. so carson is always there for me. the perfect best friend. always good with advice. always tells me how it is for real. the kind of guy who will tell me if my butt really DOES look big in a particular pair of jeans. now THATS a real friend! :P

i have to go for now/// again// but ill be back later to write more.