saturday is here once again and im realizin that i got too much time on the weekends and im worried that when school is out ill be bored out of my shizzle.
so next topic// kissing
i LOVE to kiss. kissing is HOT. but kissing should ONLY be done between two people who care about one another. its very very intimate and youre so close to the person. kissing is way better than sex. its f'in HOT! i dont think people should kiss other people if they dont actually feel anything for them. like in the movies /pretty woman for example/ vivian doesnt kiss on the mouth cuz its too personal. thats what im sayin cuz it is. notice to all guys who read my blog/ if u kiss a girl and dont really want to be with her/ ur just plain cruel. its mean cuz the girl is gonna think that u want to be with her. and by be with her i mean love her/ im not talking about having sex.
specifically/ kissing should be slow and soft. now it can be forceful and aggressive but it shouldnt be rushed. its hard to explain the difference but i hope that makes sense. absolute passion should be in every single kiss.
as hard as it is to get a good kiss/ itd be harder after a failed kiss. so these are my tips/ in no particular odrer.
1. dont eat onions or garlic before u plan on kissing unless ur kissing partner has eaten the same things.
2. some people like dry kisses/ some people like wet kisses/ either way dont kiss when uve got cotton mouth.
3. it is often ok to use a breath mint or some gum before u kiss but make sure its gone before u kiss otherwise ur partner may get a surprise.
4. be confident/ pick the right moment and go for it.
5. always tilt ur head to the left first so u dont bump noses. this is the most common starting point. some people then pivot left and right but it is not necessary and can be very passionate either way.
6. if its the first time to kiss this partner u should start out with closed mouth kisses/ then move to open mouth kisses/ then move to tongue kisses. dont just jump to tongue kisses immediately cuz u will surprise ur partner.
7. french kissing // avoid making circular motions /like swirling/ur tongue. also dont just shove ur tongue in the other persons mouth/ u may make them gag and that would not be pretty or sexy. dont let ur entire tongue go in the other persons mouth either/ they have one of their own they dont need urs too. ur tongue should just gently massage the other persons.
8. dont eat the persons face. yes open ur mouth wide and move together with ur partner but u dont need to suck their face off or nom nom nom their face.
9. hands // at least one hand should be on the persons face or head. gently rub their cheek or massage their head //most guys dont know that a head massage is very sensual and erotic. ur hands should always ALWAYS be touching the other person/ whether thats touching their face the whole time or rubbing their neck or arms or massaging their ass/ just remember to rub and massage and NOT grope.
10. occasionally while kissing you should just kiss solely the bottom lip or solely the top lip of the other person. sometimes even a gentle bite or nibble is nice.
11. it is even ok to lick the other persons teeth. in fact some people are really turned on by this.
12. necking and hickeys // discuss hickeys with ur partner cuz some people are embarrassed by them and some people like to show theirs off cuz it means they have been kissing someone. necking does not and should not be like a hoover vacuum cleaner. open mouthed kissing is fine as is a little licking. however /most people go not like to be slimed or slobbered on!
13. all in all if it feels right ur probably doing it right. but it doesnt hurt to ask ur partner if what ur doing is making them feel good or if u should change anything. most girls will tell u when they want something to change.
ok so now im all hot and bothered and i wish i had a bf to take care of business /if ya know what i mean.
check out these utoob vids that i think are just HOT HOT HOT!!!
french kissing
and a rembrandt toothpaste commercial /// one of the sexiest things ever is when a girl and a guy put their foreheads together and just smile at one another.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
dane cook
i <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 DANE COOK! the man is super HOT and so damn funny. his delivery is spot on and he just tells the truth all the time. i luv that comedians can do that// just tell normal every day things and thats whats the funniest.
good luck chuck was so f'in funny and had some HOT scenes.
so i recently watched a ton of utoob DANE COOK clips and i love the crying one and all of the viscous circle ones! fantastic and made me nearly piss myself. the movies bit is great too. and when he talks about the first time he got head its classic. he starts with "It's going to be a coming of age tale, so come along with me." hahahaha!! i know im a perv. :P "that's what i say when i get head, i say shazam!" // id like to make him say shazam! :P this vid is classic and so funny // again cuz its so true!
oh and the one night stand bit is great too. "i hold your skull like a predator *insert noises here*" hes just so awesomely funny.
love how he always calls the lower region of the body "the other person's cash and prizes" :P and omg // "DJ diddles ... spinning the clits of the 80's and 90's up and down the labia!" HAHAHA! hes f'in hilarious!
yes im a utoob addict!
im gonna go buy his HBO Tourgasm dvd this weekend.
good luck chuck was so f'in funny and had some HOT scenes.
so i recently watched a ton of utoob DANE COOK clips and i love the crying one and all of the viscous circle ones! fantastic and made me nearly piss myself. the movies bit is great too. and when he talks about the first time he got head its classic. he starts with "It's going to be a coming of age tale, so come along with me." hahahaha!! i know im a perv. :P "that's what i say when i get head, i say shazam!" // id like to make him say shazam! :P this vid is classic and so funny // again cuz its so true!
oh and the one night stand bit is great too. "i hold your skull like a predator *insert noises here*" hes just so awesomely funny.
love how he always calls the lower region of the body "the other person's cash and prizes" :P and omg // "DJ diddles ... spinning the clits of the 80's and 90's up and down the labia!" HAHAHA! hes f'in hilarious!
yes im a utoob addict!
im gonna go buy his HBO Tourgasm dvd this weekend.
im a thief and so is carson
when car and i were kids we used to steal candy from the local carry out store. i think the owner/ mr kercher/ knew we were doing it but he never said anything. wed get lemonheads and red hots and fire balls and jaw busters. car likes those boston baked beans candy and i think they are nasty. like black licorice nasty. oh and i liked the wonka stuff// gobstoppers rule!
before i moved i went in to say good bye to mr kercher and i left a fifty dollar bill at the counter for him. i had been mowing yards so i had some extra money and i felt bad so i left it for him.
i think thats all i have to say about that.
geez/ short blog.
before i moved i went in to say good bye to mr kercher and i left a fifty dollar bill at the counter for him. i had been mowing yards so i had some extra money and i felt bad so i left it for him.
i think thats all i have to say about that.
geez/ short blog.
future blogs
so ive decided that i want to do some topical blogs and im gonna go ahead and put up the topics as posts so ive got kinda a list. just lettin u know y there are gonna be blank blogs with just titles.
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future topics will be
carson and i are theives
more quotes
kissing
my ex bf malcolm
dane cook
moms issues and how we deal
summer work
juno and teen pregnancy and birth control
fast food
remote controls
and more to come
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future topics will be
carson and i are theives
more quotes
kissing
my ex bf malcolm
dane cook
moms issues and how we deal
summer work
juno and teen pregnancy and birth control
fast food
remote controls
and more to come
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
some quotes i like
since these are quotes im gonna actually use some punctuation and caps. keep in mind my bf broke up with me 5 weeks and 5 days ago so these are reminiscent of my mood lately//
Beauty only gets attention, personality captures the heart.
Sometimes a girl just needs a boy to hold her hand.
It's the ones that always keep you smiling that you don't ever want to lose.
Wait for the one who makes you smile like no one else.
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. -Dr. Seuss
There would not be so many stars if we all had the same wish.
A true friend is someone who knows all your faults ... and loves you anyway. -Edna Buchanan
Anyone can capture your eye, but it takes someone special to capture your heart.
It's funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.
The worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intentions of catching her.
There are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others, and those we keep from ourselves.
The hardest thing in life is watching the one you love, love someone else.
No man is worth your tears and the one who is will never make you cry.
The biggest risk in life is not taking the risk.
False hope is better than no hope at all.
As for you, my galvanized friend, you want a heart? You don't realize how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical unless they are made unbreakable. -Frank L. Baum
A heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others. -Frank L. Baum
"Stay" is a charming word in a friend's vocabulary. -Louisa May Alcott
You are your most valuable asset. Don’t forget that. You are the best thing you have. -(this came from a book i read in middle school, but i cant remember which one, but my teacher used to say it all the time)
The only way to have a friend is it be one. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other ... maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever. -Dave Matthews Band
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. -Barbara DeAngelis
How lucky am I to have known someone who was hard to say goodbye to.
The best way to keep your friends is not push them away.
Where you go, go with all your heart. -Confucius
I'm jealous of every girl who has ever hugged you because for that one minute, one moment, they held my entire world.
You will never know true pain until you lok into the eyes of someone you love, and they turn away.
Tears are like kisses, the only real ones are the ones you can't hold back.
The glory of friendship is not the out-stretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
We come to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
You hurt me more than I deserve; how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve; why am I such a fool?
One day you will seek love and be sorry you thew mine away.
last one for tonight///
What's the point in living when the one you love the most refuses to love you?
Beauty only gets attention, personality captures the heart.
Sometimes a girl just needs a boy to hold her hand.
It's the ones that always keep you smiling that you don't ever want to lose.
Wait for the one who makes you smile like no one else.
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. -Dr. Seuss
There would not be so many stars if we all had the same wish.
A true friend is someone who knows all your faults ... and loves you anyway. -Edna Buchanan
Anyone can capture your eye, but it takes someone special to capture your heart.
It's funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.
The worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intentions of catching her.
There are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others, and those we keep from ourselves.
The hardest thing in life is watching the one you love, love someone else.
No man is worth your tears and the one who is will never make you cry.
The biggest risk in life is not taking the risk.
False hope is better than no hope at all.
As for you, my galvanized friend, you want a heart? You don't realize how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical unless they are made unbreakable. -Frank L. Baum
A heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others. -Frank L. Baum
"Stay" is a charming word in a friend's vocabulary. -Louisa May Alcott
You are your most valuable asset. Don’t forget that. You are the best thing you have. -(this came from a book i read in middle school, but i cant remember which one, but my teacher used to say it all the time)
The only way to have a friend is it be one. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other ... maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever. -Dave Matthews Band
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. -Barbara DeAngelis
How lucky am I to have known someone who was hard to say goodbye to.
The best way to keep your friends is not push them away.
Where you go, go with all your heart. -Confucius
I'm jealous of every girl who has ever hugged you because for that one minute, one moment, they held my entire world.
You will never know true pain until you lok into the eyes of someone you love, and they turn away.
Tears are like kisses, the only real ones are the ones you can't hold back.
The glory of friendship is not the out-stretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
We come to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
You hurt me more than I deserve; how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve; why am I such a fool?
One day you will seek love and be sorry you thew mine away.
last one for tonight///
What's the point in living when the one you love the most refuses to love you?
Monday, May 26, 2008
utoob and parkour vids
so ive been spending lots of time on utoob and i luv it. there are so many creative people out there and of course there are a ton more that just suck. theres some funny stuff online and ive got a fave list that keeps growing daily. u can find anything on utoob // kinda like ebay. utoob is a world all on its own. theres jokes and vlogs and made up commercials and extreme sports and comedians and serious people and tv shows and tutorials and kissing and soft porn and cartoons and// the list goes on and on.
im not done yet but ive gotta eat some breakfast///
may 29 //ok so im gonna continue this now i guess.
so this is my understanding of parkour/// parkour is HOT and sexy as are most traceurs. parkour is this discipline that bases itself on getting from point A to point B in the most efficient way possible. efficiency is key in a traceurs life. a traceur is a person who does parkour. so what do they do? well they jump on things and over things and climb things and run and vault over things and /etc. theres a sister "sport" and its freerunning or urban gymnastics and tricking or street stunts. basically if there are flips added in to the moves/ its not parkour. u should definately check out the videos on utoob. i have some pk vids in my faves. my utoob id is parkourishot.
i just find pk to be really inspiring. to watch what these people can do with theirselves and see it happen so smoothly// it flows// u just no they work hard to be able to do that. ive started a little bit of training but even if i dont end up doing pk i still get inspired and motivated by watching the utoob vids. i have just been doin stuff on flat ground for now cuz im a girl im just learning and i dont wanna get hurt. ive been readin up on pk on some websites and everyone who does pk has been so nice. its like a community. almost everyone is very careful and takes their time with their training. my cuz does karate and ive got a friend who does taekwondo so i say its kinda like when u learn a martial art. like u take baby steps instead of just all of a sudden knowin how to kick someone a certain way. if anyone out there reads this and im wrong please correct me! :P
i crush on some traceurs that ive seen on utoob. like the founder of pk David Belle. hes so f'in HOT! and Danny Ilabaca he's HOT! and Chase Armitage is HOT! and Blane /idk his last name/ is HOT! and Stephane Vigroux is OMG HOT HOT HOT!!! and TK17 is a unique HOT// hes a redhead and doesnt look like other traceurs but i think hes got a certain cuteness about him// hes also got a nice ass. any of the vids below that have a redhead in them its prob TK17. oh and he lives in my state so if i ever decide to go to a jam//thats when a bunch of tracuers get together to train// i could meet him! all the rest of those guys live in europe.
so i say u definitely need to go to utoob and watch the following//
Evolution by Kamikazeepanda //i think this is the original but idk for sure cuz there are several copies of this vid on utoob
Parkour and FreeRunning by sauloca
search for any vid with David Belle and watch them ALL! :P
anything by slamcamspam, chase3runmedia, ChrisIlabaca,
Go by TKfrom3run
Excelsior (ever upward) by Blaneuk
3run Family Part 1 and 2 by dotajames //i thaught this was done by tk17 but its on utoob under dotajames?//thats weird.
if ur interested in pk and live in nc/ do a search for NC Parkour and watch some of those too
Parkour Nuit //u might have to go to google vid to see this one//its kinda spiritual feeling
and then do a search for Pilgrimage. its on utoob in a bunch of different pieces cuz its like and hr and a half long but its out there in cyberland for downloads and totally worth the time it takes to dl it. it was done by TK17 and is awesome.
websites u should check out:
3run.co.uk
parkourgenerations.com
americanparkour.com //they have a link for each state
ncparkour.com //if ur in nc
im not done yet but ive gotta eat some breakfast///
may 29 //ok so im gonna continue this now i guess.
so this is my understanding of parkour/// parkour is HOT and sexy as are most traceurs. parkour is this discipline that bases itself on getting from point A to point B in the most efficient way possible. efficiency is key in a traceurs life. a traceur is a person who does parkour. so what do they do? well they jump on things and over things and climb things and run and vault over things and /etc. theres a sister "sport" and its freerunning or urban gymnastics and tricking or street stunts. basically if there are flips added in to the moves/ its not parkour. u should definately check out the videos on utoob. i have some pk vids in my faves. my utoob id is parkourishot.
i just find pk to be really inspiring. to watch what these people can do with theirselves and see it happen so smoothly// it flows// u just no they work hard to be able to do that. ive started a little bit of training but even if i dont end up doing pk i still get inspired and motivated by watching the utoob vids. i have just been doin stuff on flat ground for now cuz im a girl im just learning and i dont wanna get hurt. ive been readin up on pk on some websites and everyone who does pk has been so nice. its like a community. almost everyone is very careful and takes their time with their training. my cuz does karate and ive got a friend who does taekwondo so i say its kinda like when u learn a martial art. like u take baby steps instead of just all of a sudden knowin how to kick someone a certain way. if anyone out there reads this and im wrong please correct me! :P
i crush on some traceurs that ive seen on utoob. like the founder of pk David Belle. hes so f'in HOT! and Danny Ilabaca he's HOT! and Chase Armitage is HOT! and Blane /idk his last name/ is HOT! and Stephane Vigroux is OMG HOT HOT HOT!!! and TK17 is a unique HOT// hes a redhead and doesnt look like other traceurs but i think hes got a certain cuteness about him// hes also got a nice ass. any of the vids below that have a redhead in them its prob TK17. oh and he lives in my state so if i ever decide to go to a jam//thats when a bunch of tracuers get together to train// i could meet him! all the rest of those guys live in europe.
so i say u definitely need to go to utoob and watch the following//
Evolution by Kamikazeepanda //i think this is the original but idk for sure cuz there are several copies of this vid on utoob
Parkour and FreeRunning by sauloca
search for any vid with David Belle and watch them ALL! :P
anything by slamcamspam, chase3runmedia, ChrisIlabaca,
Go by TKfrom3run
Excelsior (ever upward) by Blaneuk
3run Family Part 1 and 2 by dotajames //i thaught this was done by tk17 but its on utoob under dotajames?//thats weird.
if ur interested in pk and live in nc/ do a search for NC Parkour and watch some of those too
Parkour Nuit //u might have to go to google vid to see this one//its kinda spiritual feeling
and then do a search for Pilgrimage. its on utoob in a bunch of different pieces cuz its like and hr and a half long but its out there in cyberland for downloads and totally worth the time it takes to dl it. it was done by TK17 and is awesome.
websites u should check out:
3run.co.uk
parkourgenerations.com
americanparkour.com //they have a link for each state
ncparkour.com //if ur in nc
Sunday, May 25, 2008
jewelry making
so another thing about myself is that i luv to make jewelry. mostly beaded stuff but im all for strings and embroidery floss too. i could live in a.c. moores bead aisles. i prefer glass beads but ill use plastic ones and wood ones if they are pretty enough. even though my fave color is orange i luv blues and purples for jewelry. dark blues are the best with a pattern and then a single solid color of purple or white even will make it just stand out. i have made necklaces/bracelets/ earrings/ and even rings. its nice cuz when birthdays come up i can just make some jewelry and my friends are happy. except carson cuz hes a boy and doesnt wear jewelry. but i made him a strand of beads for his rearview mirror in his car. ive been tempted to sell some of my stuff but i dont really make it for other people. i make it for me and i luv to wear it. my next goal in my creative side is to make some new clothing for myself. one of a kind stuff // just like me. :P
wow/ short blog but thats all i have to say about that.
gonna get some lunch.
my next blog really will be about utoob and parkour videos!
wow/ short blog but thats all i have to say about that.
gonna get some lunch.
my next blog really will be about utoob and parkour videos!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
myspace and facebook
for those who have asked. no i dont have a myspace page or a facebook page. i dont care to either. its too much drama and it just not me. i do have IM but im not giving that out on here. if u wanna know my sn just shoot me a message and ill send it to u if i want u to have it. not everyone is that special. :P
I wanna talk about me...
from I Wanna Talk About Me by Toby Keith:
I wanna talk about me
Wanna talk about I
Wanna talk about number one
Oh my me my
What I think, what I like, what I know, what I want, what I see
I like talking about you you you you, usually, but occasionally
I wanna talk about meeeeee
I wanna talk about me
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soooo this blog is about me. number 1. numero uno. me me me me me. do i sound selfish enough yet? its time you learned about me.
my birth name is Louetta Elizabeth Renee and im not giving out my last name cuz of online idiots. i know my name isnt the best name ever but ive grown to like it. my friends call me loulou and my parents call me lou. of course when im misbehavin my mom calls me by my full name. :P my name comes from my parents names// dad is Lou and mom is Lynette. my middle names come from my two grandmothers. i guess i could technically take any of my names and come up with something better sounding than loulou but it really does fit me now. ive grown into my name and if i ever become a rock star ive got the name for it/ right? :P oh and i guess i can say that my last name starts with an O so that if i ever say that carson called me lero (pronounced LEE ROW) ud at least know why he calls me that. but hes the only one aloud to call me that.
i was born on april 17, 1992 so im an aries. i think im like a full on aries too. im very selfish at times and i love to be the center of attention and i pretty much always get my way. mom says im a cusp baby and thats where i get my stubborn side. grandma says it comes from her and daddy. who knows? i have a hard time believe that my birthdate has anything to do with how i am as a person but there are so many people that at least believe in it a little bit. mom does. not the newspaper horoscopes but just in general. her best friend claims to be a gypsy and does tarrot readings at parties for hopeless souls who have no life. :P
anyway im an aries and i really do fit a lot of the characteristics. im adventerous and energetic and confident. but ive also got the bad qualities of an aries too. im impulsive and impatient and at times i can be REALLY self centered. it all has to be about me me me me ME! but i dont really have a short temper like the aries is supposed to have. with all the astrology talk mom says i should find myself a scorpio. my ex bf was a leo and mom says thats bad. who cares though a person is a person is a person. right? :P
so again lets talk more about ME! i luv movies of all kinds. pop culture ones/ action/ sci fi/ but most of all i luv a good chick flick. i think i already said this before in a blog but i really do luv love stories. i also luv good v evil stories. hence the love of harry potter.
i dont drink or smoke but i have tried both. i just dont think i should have to "acquire a taste" for something in order to enjoy it. beer is nasty chit and i have no desire to drink so much of something to make me not me. u know? whats the point in that? i dont get it. and smoking. yes i tried it but damnit was a waste of money. sure it is calming but its not worth the money or the long term effects. i have also tried some mary jane before but i totally bill clintoned it cuz i was scared of the effects cuz i had to drive home and i dont have a lisence. i never would have done that back in PA. i may try it again some day but not for now. im actually guna try to get into a college soon.
what else do i like? well i love talking on the phone/ being online chats/ watching tv//i like one tree hill but im not addicted and i like desperate housewives and greys anatomy but again im not addicted. id rather be online or chatting with people instead of just watching people. but that patrick dempsey is HOT! not nearly enough red heads on tv though!
oh i luv soccer. mia hamm rules the world in my eyes. but i really suck at it. i can barely dribble the ball down a field but i used to play in the neighborhood back in PA. i havent really done much here in NC. i wouldnt make the school team and thats okay. im not really that competitive about it.
what else can i say? its a saturday night and im at home at 9:30 at night and im just chillin online. i could have gone to a party tonight but thats just not my scene. im sure allyson/ marissa/ and dawn will fill me in on tuesday at school.
oo/ i luv pickles. did i say that yet? mom says i get it from her. my fave thing is/// dont be grossed out/// my fave thing is dill pickles with peanut butter. its what mom ate when she was pregnant with me and i live for it. most people think its just grossest but its totally fabulouso and u should really try it out sometime. let me know if u do and u think its good too. other foods i luv are peaches and pretty much any fruit. i really <3 goldfish crackers and pretzels too. i hate broccoli and celery and brussel sprouts. who ever thought to cook those smelly things anyway? gross! the only veggies ive found i like are green beans/ peas/ and carrots. the very basics that mom basically force fed me when i was an baby.
oh and i should prob mention that i play the piano. im kinda good for real cuz ive been playin for 8 years now. i dont have a teacher here in NC but i still practice for ms roberts back home in PA. shed be proud of me cuz i can now play Perpetuum mobile by Weber and it actually sounds pretty good. im not one of those people with the talent in their blood i have to work my tail off to get my fingers to do the work and they dont always want to reach as far as i want them to. the Weber song took me sev months to learn just the notes in order then i had to do just treb clef and then bass clef and then section by section i did both combined. all that for just one piece of music. but now ive got it memorized. i thought id hunt for a new teacher but i dont really need one any more as long as i force myself to practice. i can read music and i can buy my own books so really what can anyone teach me that ms roberts didnt already teach me? well see where this practicing on my own takes me. my next goal is some Chopin. either Revolutionary or Nocturne 9-2. i havent decided. oh and see how ive capitalized certain things now// there are some things that are just truly that important and that special that they deserve to be capitalized. theres a reason songs by Chopin and Weber have been around forever//they have "stood the test of time" for years and years. i also play the flute but i didnt join band when i got to NC. i dont really care to either. not a fan of the schools band cuz they pretty much suck and im better than that. i didnt want to be associated with them. so the flute playin is on hold for now. but as long as ive got the old baldwin at home im good. id kill for a benard webster ebony grand or a steinway walnut grand but those fuckers costs more than a car! my p's will never get me that. i need to become rich and famous someday so i can own me one of them.
all this piano talk has made me wanna go play now.
i need a fun quote to end my blogs with/// how about
"always acknowledge a fault. this will throw those in authority off their guard and give you an opportunity to commit more."
or
"courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear -not abscence of fear."
or
"do the thing you fear most and the death of fear is certain."
all of those are mark twain quotes. i luv him.
for my next blog i think ill write about youtube videos and maybe about parkour.
I wanna talk about me
Wanna talk about I
Wanna talk about number one
Oh my me my
What I think, what I like, what I know, what I want, what I see
I like talking about you you you you, usually, but occasionally
I wanna talk about meeeeee
I wanna talk about me
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soooo this blog is about me. number 1. numero uno. me me me me me. do i sound selfish enough yet? its time you learned about me.
my birth name is Louetta Elizabeth Renee and im not giving out my last name cuz of online idiots. i know my name isnt the best name ever but ive grown to like it. my friends call me loulou and my parents call me lou. of course when im misbehavin my mom calls me by my full name. :P my name comes from my parents names// dad is Lou and mom is Lynette. my middle names come from my two grandmothers. i guess i could technically take any of my names and come up with something better sounding than loulou but it really does fit me now. ive grown into my name and if i ever become a rock star ive got the name for it/ right? :P oh and i guess i can say that my last name starts with an O so that if i ever say that carson called me lero (pronounced LEE ROW) ud at least know why he calls me that. but hes the only one aloud to call me that.
i was born on april 17, 1992 so im an aries. i think im like a full on aries too. im very selfish at times and i love to be the center of attention and i pretty much always get my way. mom says im a cusp baby and thats where i get my stubborn side. grandma says it comes from her and daddy. who knows? i have a hard time believe that my birthdate has anything to do with how i am as a person but there are so many people that at least believe in it a little bit. mom does. not the newspaper horoscopes but just in general. her best friend claims to be a gypsy and does tarrot readings at parties for hopeless souls who have no life. :P
anyway im an aries and i really do fit a lot of the characteristics. im adventerous and energetic and confident. but ive also got the bad qualities of an aries too. im impulsive and impatient and at times i can be REALLY self centered. it all has to be about me me me me ME! but i dont really have a short temper like the aries is supposed to have. with all the astrology talk mom says i should find myself a scorpio. my ex bf was a leo and mom says thats bad. who cares though a person is a person is a person. right? :P
so again lets talk more about ME! i luv movies of all kinds. pop culture ones/ action/ sci fi/ but most of all i luv a good chick flick. i think i already said this before in a blog but i really do luv love stories. i also luv good v evil stories. hence the love of harry potter.
i dont drink or smoke but i have tried both. i just dont think i should have to "acquire a taste" for something in order to enjoy it. beer is nasty chit and i have no desire to drink so much of something to make me not me. u know? whats the point in that? i dont get it. and smoking. yes i tried it but damnit was a waste of money. sure it is calming but its not worth the money or the long term effects. i have also tried some mary jane before but i totally bill clintoned it cuz i was scared of the effects cuz i had to drive home and i dont have a lisence. i never would have done that back in PA. i may try it again some day but not for now. im actually guna try to get into a college soon.
what else do i like? well i love talking on the phone/ being online chats/ watching tv//i like one tree hill but im not addicted and i like desperate housewives and greys anatomy but again im not addicted. id rather be online or chatting with people instead of just watching people. but that patrick dempsey is HOT! not nearly enough red heads on tv though!
oh i luv soccer. mia hamm rules the world in my eyes. but i really suck at it. i can barely dribble the ball down a field but i used to play in the neighborhood back in PA. i havent really done much here in NC. i wouldnt make the school team and thats okay. im not really that competitive about it.
what else can i say? its a saturday night and im at home at 9:30 at night and im just chillin online. i could have gone to a party tonight but thats just not my scene. im sure allyson/ marissa/ and dawn will fill me in on tuesday at school.
oo/ i luv pickles. did i say that yet? mom says i get it from her. my fave thing is/// dont be grossed out/// my fave thing is dill pickles with peanut butter. its what mom ate when she was pregnant with me and i live for it. most people think its just grossest but its totally fabulouso and u should really try it out sometime. let me know if u do and u think its good too. other foods i luv are peaches and pretty much any fruit. i really <3 goldfish crackers and pretzels too. i hate broccoli and celery and brussel sprouts. who ever thought to cook those smelly things anyway? gross! the only veggies ive found i like are green beans/ peas/ and carrots. the very basics that mom basically force fed me when i was an baby.
oh and i should prob mention that i play the piano. im kinda good for real cuz ive been playin for 8 years now. i dont have a teacher here in NC but i still practice for ms roberts back home in PA. shed be proud of me cuz i can now play Perpetuum mobile by Weber and it actually sounds pretty good. im not one of those people with the talent in their blood i have to work my tail off to get my fingers to do the work and they dont always want to reach as far as i want them to. the Weber song took me sev months to learn just the notes in order then i had to do just treb clef and then bass clef and then section by section i did both combined. all that for just one piece of music. but now ive got it memorized. i thought id hunt for a new teacher but i dont really need one any more as long as i force myself to practice. i can read music and i can buy my own books so really what can anyone teach me that ms roberts didnt already teach me? well see where this practicing on my own takes me. my next goal is some Chopin. either Revolutionary or Nocturne 9-2. i havent decided. oh and see how ive capitalized certain things now// there are some things that are just truly that important and that special that they deserve to be capitalized. theres a reason songs by Chopin and Weber have been around forever//they have "stood the test of time" for years and years. i also play the flute but i didnt join band when i got to NC. i dont really care to either. not a fan of the schools band cuz they pretty much suck and im better than that. i didnt want to be associated with them. so the flute playin is on hold for now. but as long as ive got the old baldwin at home im good. id kill for a benard webster ebony grand or a steinway walnut grand but those fuckers costs more than a car! my p's will never get me that. i need to become rich and famous someday so i can own me one of them.
all this piano talk has made me wanna go play now.
i need a fun quote to end my blogs with/// how about
"always acknowledge a fault. this will throw those in authority off their guard and give you an opportunity to commit more."
or
"courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear -not abscence of fear."
or
"do the thing you fear most and the death of fear is certain."
all of those are mark twain quotes. i luv him.
for my next blog i think ill write about youtube videos and maybe about parkour.
My parents -divorced and happy
so now i want to tell u about my parents. i luv them but damn can they be stupid. they used to fight all the time when i was a kid. it didnt really effect me cuz i was just used to it. they stayed together just to make me happy but really it made them miserable and i new it. one day when i was 10 they were fighting in the kitchen and it got physical when my mom slapped my dad across the face. he called her a stupid cheating whore and she went at him with claws drawn like a lion ready to pounce. dad turned to leave and saw me standing in the doorway. they both tried to appologize to me but i just said "why dont u just get a divorce already"// they finally agreed and they have both never been happier. they actually get along so much better now that they dont live together. some people just are not meant to be together for eternity. mom married the guy she was cheating on dad with. his name is joe and hes pretty cool. much better for mom than dad was. dad is now dating shawna and shes pretty cool too. im really not that kid in the storybooks who wants their parents to get back together. i saw what it did to them and im happier now that they are happy.
things never got ugly like in most divorces. sure there were hard times and they debated over what to do with me. both of my parents love me and i know that so it was hard when they asked me who i wanted to live with. they let me decide. i ended up chosing mom cuz i think she needs me more. i know shes got joe but i think she needs me there on a daily basis to just be happy. dad loves me and its not like he makes me feel unwanted but //its hard to explain.
so dad moved shortly after the divorce to north carolina. and mom and i stayed in PA. dad had gotten a job and financially he needed to move. it was actually sad for all of us. change is never an easy thing but he had to move. i didn't get to see him for like 6 months and it was really hard. so mom and i talked and we came down to visit. she mostly stayed in a hotel and i stayed with dad but what i didnt know is that mom was job hunting in the area while i was with dad. mom found a job with a local finance company and we moved within the next month. it was hard to leave my friends behind especially carson//but it really was the best for our family. joe found a construction job pretty much immediately and is working a lot. mom works monday through friday and of course dad has his job with the garage.
weve been here since october and im adjusting // but i miss carson the mostest.
things never got ugly like in most divorces. sure there were hard times and they debated over what to do with me. both of my parents love me and i know that so it was hard when they asked me who i wanted to live with. they let me decide. i ended up chosing mom cuz i think she needs me more. i know shes got joe but i think she needs me there on a daily basis to just be happy. dad loves me and its not like he makes me feel unwanted but //its hard to explain.
so dad moved shortly after the divorce to north carolina. and mom and i stayed in PA. dad had gotten a job and financially he needed to move. it was actually sad for all of us. change is never an easy thing but he had to move. i didn't get to see him for like 6 months and it was really hard. so mom and i talked and we came down to visit. she mostly stayed in a hotel and i stayed with dad but what i didnt know is that mom was job hunting in the area while i was with dad. mom found a job with a local finance company and we moved within the next month. it was hard to leave my friends behind especially carson//but it really was the best for our family. joe found a construction job pretty much immediately and is working a lot. mom works monday through friday and of course dad has his job with the garage.
weve been here since october and im adjusting // but i miss carson the mostest.
Friday, May 23, 2008
growing up in PA -continued -sorta
so where was i? ahh yes i was talking about school. well lets see//my fave subject is LA. i luv to read and write. i really do know how to write "properly" but i prefer to write in my style -its kinda an online speak. u know? my LA teacher is the awesome one who gave me a list of books to read. i just started reading stargirl by jerry spinelli last night. its pretty good. the title character reminds me of luna lovegood in the harry potter books// just very unique and different and a complete nonconformist. wish i were that strong a person to just be me no matter what others think. but with moving and having to start over with friends i do find myself conforming to the ways of the other kids in school. i even wear clothes that i think are ridiculous cuz thats the style. actually its the fad and i do know the difference. i wear those tights with no feet in them with my little jean skirts and i wear a&f clothing. i mow the yard for money to keep up with the times.
so anyways i was going to write about my childhood right? so lets see// riding bikes/ playing tag/ playing tag ON our bikes/ climbing trees/ making up stories and adventures/ all the normal stuff that kids do //thats what carson and i did. we just have known each other for 12 years and i deeply miss him. when i moved it hit him quite hard too. i love him. not in that boyfriend kind of way but in a "i could spend the rest of my life with him" kind of way. thats not to say that id marry him but hed be like my backup. my safety. :P
let me tell u about carson. hes 6 feet 6 inches tall with red hair. a total ginger. i know/ hot right? anyways hes like a gentle giant. he does play basketball and is really good. u should see his layups but he doesnt play on the high school team cuz he doesnt like the coaches. hes gotten a little chubby lately cuz he hasnt been workin out but hes still beautiful to me. car/ i know ur reading this and i luv u and miss u. tell jenn i miss her too. thats his kid sister. so carson is like the sweetest guy ever. we talk about everything. i tell him all about my boyfriends and he tells me all about his girlfriends. btw car i really like ur current gf and i think shes good for u. wish my situation was as good as yours// but ill type about that later. so carson is always there for me. the perfect best friend. always good with advice. always tells me how it is for real. the kind of guy who will tell me if my butt really DOES look big in a particular pair of jeans. now THATS a real friend! :P
i have to go for now/// again// but ill be back later to write more.
so anyways i was going to write about my childhood right? so lets see// riding bikes/ playing tag/ playing tag ON our bikes/ climbing trees/ making up stories and adventures/ all the normal stuff that kids do //thats what carson and i did. we just have known each other for 12 years and i deeply miss him. when i moved it hit him quite hard too. i love him. not in that boyfriend kind of way but in a "i could spend the rest of my life with him" kind of way. thats not to say that id marry him but hed be like my backup. my safety. :P
let me tell u about carson. hes 6 feet 6 inches tall with red hair. a total ginger. i know/ hot right? anyways hes like a gentle giant. he does play basketball and is really good. u should see his layups but he doesnt play on the high school team cuz he doesnt like the coaches. hes gotten a little chubby lately cuz he hasnt been workin out but hes still beautiful to me. car/ i know ur reading this and i luv u and miss u. tell jenn i miss her too. thats his kid sister. so carson is like the sweetest guy ever. we talk about everything. i tell him all about my boyfriends and he tells me all about his girlfriends. btw car i really like ur current gf and i think shes good for u. wish my situation was as good as yours// but ill type about that later. so carson is always there for me. the perfect best friend. always good with advice. always tells me how it is for real. the kind of guy who will tell me if my butt really DOES look big in a particular pair of jeans. now THATS a real friend! :P
i have to go for now/// again// but ill be back later to write more.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Growing up in PA: Before the Move
ok so i thaught id tell about my early childhood and growing up in PA. again since this is online i cant really tell u my town cuz i dont need stalkers// leave the stalking to me. :P im a good online stalker :P
so my town was a suburb of a bigger city and we never really went to the big city. my family pretty much kept to its small town life. some farms, but mostly just the stereotypical small town atmosphere with very few chain stores and no mall. we did have a movie theater but only the dollar kind with older movies. but that wasnt really a problem for us. we made do. we werent really focused on pop culture.
we lived in a small yellow house on a street 4 blocks from the city park and city pool. we were one mile from the only school in town // yes it was the elementary, middle and high school in one building. i often road my bike or walked to school/ except when it snowed of course. my neighborhood was a main street with six smaller roads off of it that each ended in culdesacs. i lived in the last house at the end of the 6th road// the farthest away from the subdivision entrance. there were 10 kids that lived there and i met my best friend there when i was 4 years old. carson is the best. hes a year older than me but we were always in the same grade. when i moved away we cried together for a whole week. i still talk to him online and on the phone but its not the same any more. i miss him dearly. // anyway we used to play outside all the time. starting when we were 4 and 5 and we used to make mud pies in the back yard and have a MP picnic! the tree in carsons backyard was perfect for climbing and wed sit up in that tree and read books together. wed ride bikes to the small public library and bring some books back and climb the tree. we had a rope and bucket that we would use as a pulley to pull the books up to the higher branches. we had so much fun as kids. i just remember being careless and carefree.
school was always such a bore for me. recess was the only thing that made me smile during the days. i could never stay focused and my teachers never really understood me. in second grade i was actually placed in the gifted class. i couldnt figure out why i was being separated with the nerdy kids. my friends got to stay in class and read with the teacher and i had to go learn how to play mancala and chess with the nerds! i actually enjoyed the reading time with mrs conner and wanted so bad to go back to the regular class during that time.
math was always the hard thing for me. i never won the around the world game and i always felt stupid// which made me wonder how i ended up in the gifted class. ??? in fifth grade i finally understood basic math. ms. grant was very good at helping me learn some fractions//which i hated and still do/ but at least i can do them.
ive got to get some sleep. got a test tomorrow. ill write more about growing up in PA tomorrow during study hall.
so my town was a suburb of a bigger city and we never really went to the big city. my family pretty much kept to its small town life. some farms, but mostly just the stereotypical small town atmosphere with very few chain stores and no mall. we did have a movie theater but only the dollar kind with older movies. but that wasnt really a problem for us. we made do. we werent really focused on pop culture.
we lived in a small yellow house on a street 4 blocks from the city park and city pool. we were one mile from the only school in town // yes it was the elementary, middle and high school in one building. i often road my bike or walked to school/ except when it snowed of course. my neighborhood was a main street with six smaller roads off of it that each ended in culdesacs. i lived in the last house at the end of the 6th road// the farthest away from the subdivision entrance. there were 10 kids that lived there and i met my best friend there when i was 4 years old. carson is the best. hes a year older than me but we were always in the same grade. when i moved away we cried together for a whole week. i still talk to him online and on the phone but its not the same any more. i miss him dearly. // anyway we used to play outside all the time. starting when we were 4 and 5 and we used to make mud pies in the back yard and have a MP picnic! the tree in carsons backyard was perfect for climbing and wed sit up in that tree and read books together. wed ride bikes to the small public library and bring some books back and climb the tree. we had a rope and bucket that we would use as a pulley to pull the books up to the higher branches. we had so much fun as kids. i just remember being careless and carefree.
school was always such a bore for me. recess was the only thing that made me smile during the days. i could never stay focused and my teachers never really understood me. in second grade i was actually placed in the gifted class. i couldnt figure out why i was being separated with the nerdy kids. my friends got to stay in class and read with the teacher and i had to go learn how to play mancala and chess with the nerds! i actually enjoyed the reading time with mrs conner and wanted so bad to go back to the regular class during that time.
math was always the hard thing for me. i never won the around the world game and i always felt stupid// which made me wonder how i ended up in the gifted class. ??? in fifth grade i finally understood basic math. ms. grant was very good at helping me learn some fractions//which i hated and still do/ but at least i can do them.
ive got to get some sleep. got a test tomorrow. ill write more about growing up in PA tomorrow during study hall.
my first blog
im loulou. this is my first blog on blogger. i plan to post often thruout the day and i welcome all comments even if ur a troll.
i dont like grammer and punctuation cuz of a bad LA teacher in 8th grade. i basically just write like this now cuz its my style// not that i dont know how to use punctuation properly or even capital letters/i do at school/ but this is me. if u dont like to read stuff with poor grammer and a lack of punctuation then ur in the wrong place. oh and i cant spell and dont really care about fixin the words that the computer underlines in red. some times i even spell things wrong on purpose. :P
so who am i? well im loulou and im 16 and live in north carolina. i used to live in pennsylvania but my dad and mom are divorced and actually both moved to nc/ dad first then mom/ so here i am. cant tell ya my city cuz of the freakish pedophilia and preditory people on the net// those sickos need to have their balls chopped off. anyways i havent lived here very long but its ok. the weather is nice as long as its not raining nonstop//beautiful skies and lots of green//even in winter! unlike PA.
a little about me? i say HOT alot// get used to that. ive got A.D.D. and dont like to take meds for it cuz i like being random. :P its not severe so my parents are with me on this. my fave color is orange and i love redheads! gingers are HOT! i dont care what cartman on southpark says :P // i also love movies. im a chick and luv chick flicks// all of them. teen dramas/romantic dramas/ romantic comedies/ as long as the movie has a love story in it im gonna watch it. i also luv harry potter//actually i luv ron more cuz of course hes a redhead. :P rupert grint is awesome and HOT! i recently saw pretty woman with julia roberts and that movie is fantastic and HOT! the piano scene is very HOT! i love how as a prostitute she doesnt kiss on the mouth cuz its too personal and passionate// its too intimate and kissing on the mouth is for people who really care about each other. unlike my ex bf who can just kiss and leave.
i luv to read too. harry potter books are my absolute fave but i also love sisterhood of the traveling pants/ the truth about forever/ eragon/ barefoot/ perfect you/ and some more. my current LA teacher suggested some books that im gonna start soon like//enchantment by orson card/ the last summer of you and me by anne brashares/ size 12 is not fat by meg cabot/ pride and prejudice by jane austin/ huckleberry finn by mark twain/ jane eyre by bronte/ frankenstein by shelley/ and a whole list. she knows i love to read so she made a list for me/ isnt that fantastic? shes my fave teacher this year.
study hall is almost over so ive got to go.
and so i end my first blog/ i feel like i should say something profound but i got nothing.
oh i can end with one of my fave quotes from the movie juno //
"You should've gone to China, you know, 'cause I hear they give away babies like free iPods. You know, they pretty much just put them in those t-shirt guns and shoot them out at sporting events." :P
thanks for readin!
i dont like grammer and punctuation cuz of a bad LA teacher in 8th grade. i basically just write like this now cuz its my style// not that i dont know how to use punctuation properly or even capital letters/i do at school/ but this is me. if u dont like to read stuff with poor grammer and a lack of punctuation then ur in the wrong place. oh and i cant spell and dont really care about fixin the words that the computer underlines in red. some times i even spell things wrong on purpose. :P
so who am i? well im loulou and im 16 and live in north carolina. i used to live in pennsylvania but my dad and mom are divorced and actually both moved to nc/ dad first then mom/ so here i am. cant tell ya my city cuz of the freakish pedophilia and preditory people on the net// those sickos need to have their balls chopped off. anyways i havent lived here very long but its ok. the weather is nice as long as its not raining nonstop//beautiful skies and lots of green//even in winter! unlike PA.
a little about me? i say HOT alot// get used to that. ive got A.D.D. and dont like to take meds for it cuz i like being random. :P its not severe so my parents are with me on this. my fave color is orange and i love redheads! gingers are HOT! i dont care what cartman on southpark says :P // i also love movies. im a chick and luv chick flicks// all of them. teen dramas/romantic dramas/ romantic comedies/ as long as the movie has a love story in it im gonna watch it. i also luv harry potter//actually i luv ron more cuz of course hes a redhead. :P rupert grint is awesome and HOT! i recently saw pretty woman with julia roberts and that movie is fantastic and HOT! the piano scene is very HOT! i love how as a prostitute she doesnt kiss on the mouth cuz its too personal and passionate// its too intimate and kissing on the mouth is for people who really care about each other. unlike my ex bf who can just kiss and leave.
i luv to read too. harry potter books are my absolute fave but i also love sisterhood of the traveling pants/ the truth about forever/ eragon/ barefoot/ perfect you/ and some more. my current LA teacher suggested some books that im gonna start soon like//enchantment by orson card/ the last summer of you and me by anne brashares/ size 12 is not fat by meg cabot/ pride and prejudice by jane austin/ huckleberry finn by mark twain/ jane eyre by bronte/ frankenstein by shelley/ and a whole list. she knows i love to read so she made a list for me/ isnt that fantastic? shes my fave teacher this year.
study hall is almost over so ive got to go.
and so i end my first blog/ i feel like i should say something profound but i got nothing.
oh i can end with one of my fave quotes from the movie juno //
"You should've gone to China, you know, 'cause I hear they give away babies like free iPods. You know, they pretty much just put them in those t-shirt guns and shoot them out at sporting events." :P
thanks for readin!
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