Wednesday, August 6, 2008

update

well/ well/ well /// an online friend of mine told me to use well instead of good. shes quite the adverb nut. :P ///

so i've been workin more and more with Ms. Eileen and babysitting. the little 4 yr old girl down the street. she's a cute kid and quite fun. the best thing is that they do "quiet time" for an hour a day and it's part of the time that i'm there. so i get paid to do nothing. sometimes i do the dishes during that time but that's not much and never takes more than 10 minutes.

so Ms. Eileen and i have been hangin out daily even if i don't work for her. she's such a nice lady. she's so wise and has some great stories. we go thru almost a photoalbum a day and just tell stories about the pictures. she's got a great memory for her age. i think all kids my age should be hangin out with the elderly peeps. u can just learn so many life lessons. Ms. Eileen has literally seen it all. shes been in love// shes had friends and loved ones die// shes had several jobs// she knows people// she has seen the worst in the world with the wars (her first husband died in WWII). shes just had such a wonderful life full of happiness and tragedy and shes survived it all. it's amazing and inspiring. we talk about everything -movies/ tv/ actors/ politics/ books/ music/ love/ sex/ friendship/ relationships/ trust/ honesty/// just everything.

so i've also been training a little bit of parkour stuff. i really suck but i like it so far. i can pretty much do decent length precision jumps pretty good //i mean well// but everything else i have to work on. i have been trying cat leaps but i have no grip and no upper body strength so i can't pull myself up. so i just hang on the wall and then slip and fall to the ground. my beautiful legs are all scraped up but that's what neosporin is for right? :P ne way ive been doing pushups and attempting pullups but i cant do too many of those cuz i'm not that strong yet. i'm getting there and i can do 2 underhand and 3 overhand pullups. i randomly do pushups throughout the day in sets of 25. i dont know what to do yet for the grip issue. i keep sliding and don't know what the next step is. ive been asking other traceurs and reading online but can't find an idea that will work for me. if ne one out there has any suggestions i'm all for em.

oooh, in case i forget, my next blog is about school and possibly graduating early...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

nuttin' much

wowzers! i swam my wittle heart out today. and i baked in the sun. i'm burnt and exhausted and i've got to babysit tomorrow morning from 8-noon and then i'm heading over to Ms. Eileen's to work some more. i don't really have much more to say tonite but i thaught i'd blog some more. i miss this whole gettin my thoughts out.

so let's see what can i talk about/// hmmm/// how about my fave actors? i <3 kirsten dunst// orlando bloom// freddie highmore// dakota fanning// john travolta// tom hanks// reese whitherspoon// amanda bynes// jim belushi// audrey hepburn// grace kelly// marlon brando// vivien leigh /// and the list goes on. i <3 old movies in black and white. my mom and i have been watching them since i was a little kid. i was like 6 or so when i first saw casablanca. and i just thaught that humphrey bogart was the cutest ever and i was going to marry him. i was very disappointed to learn that he was dead and couldn't marry me. mom likes to tell people that i cried but i don't remember crying.

i should prob get to sleep now and just stop blabbering about on the computer. my IM's are going quite crazy right now so i've got to sign off on all of them. i do luv my online friends but i'm tired tonite. :P

summa tyme

so i've got today off so i'm going to finally blog.

so i was going back and forth with my mom to PA and NC for several weeks. mom can't make up her mind about where she wants to live and work. she likes both places. she's worried that she's messin me up but i'm okay either way. i'm very outgoin and i can survive most things so i told her to make the decision for herself cuz it's her job and she's going to have to be working it every day.

so i've been back in NC now for 2 wks an i've been nonstop busy with babysitting and mowing yards and cleaning Ms Eileen's attic out. that is like the biggest job ever. she's got a LOT of crap up there. i've been workin for 7 hrs nearly every day for 2 wks and im only about 1/2 done with it. i love the nostalgia feeling of the attic. i'm happy to report that it's not as hot up there as i thaught it'd be. if we leave the drop down door open the ac comes up and theres a fan up there so it's cooler. she's got sum cool photos up there tho. they r like real sepia colored cuz thats the way they were originally u know? like not computer generated sepia or by turning the button on ur camera. they were original black and whites. the clothing is that classic antique look. those are the main boxes i brought down already so she could go thru em while i work. old people amaze me. she can't remember what she had for breakfast but she can remember a pic of her when she was 6 and tell a story about it. i'd probably actually be done by now if we didn't stop every hour to add an hour of talking. i didn't really expect to like this lady so much. but missin my own grandparents back in PA i luv her company and i really am beginning to luv her.

so yesterday i brought down boxes and boxes of old clothing. early 1900's clothing. she said some of it was her mother's. she had one tie from her dad but it was kinda biodegrading or something cuz it was like really stringy and faded and falling apart. i guess her brother had her dad's stuff. for the most part the stuff is junk but i like the special finds. its well worth it just for those special pieces of her history that brings a hugemongous smile to her face. i actually found her doll up there yesterday but i left it up there because i can't wait to hear the stories about it. i'll bring it down tomorrow at the end of the day so i can have time for the stories. she has a few other toys up there.

so i saw one mouse up there yesterday. i couldn't catch it but if i do i'll just take him outside. he looked a bit scared of me. i <3 animals and would never hurt the poor little thing. maybe i'll make a humane trap for it so that it doesn't die in the attic or worse yet go downstairs to where Ms Eileen's cat is.

so i'm gonna to have to have some help when i get to the big things of furniture to bring down. she's got a vanity stand that's like a dresser// 2 or 3 dressers// some lamps// a baby crib// and some stands that might be bookcases.

so i haven't had much time for outside play or exercise. of course carrying boxes and goin up an down stairs for 7 hrs a day is quite a workout. that's y i haven't blogged in so long. i've been too very tired. i haven't even had time to do any pk practicing. i was quite enjoyin it in PA and found a great playground that has precision jumps and cat leaps and some simple vaults that i practiced on lots when i was there but i haven't had much time to do anything now that i've been back in NC. but i have been stopping every now and then in the attic to attempt some pullups on the wood rafter thingys. i can now do like 3 full pullups in a row that are really good. i can do several really sloppy ones but like the full on pullups only 3. i was talking to the other girl on ncpk //her name is yellow on those boards// and she was tellin me how being a girl can suck big time as a pk person //traceuse. she says boobs get in the way and that the upper body strength is hard so pulling urself up from a catleap is really hard. and yes my boobs get in the way quite a lots when i'm tryin to practice some pk. and i'm working really hard on my upper body strength. i wanna be abel to do muscles ups like the traceur blane that i found on utoob. he's awesomely cool and u should check out his utoob videos. :P he just props himself up like it's nothing. of course he prob weighs like nothing cuz he's so skinny and he definitely doesn't have boobs in his way.

so i think i'm going to go swimming today since Ms. Eileen is visitin someone else today. gonna go get the bikini and ride my bike to my friend's house to swim.

so did u notice i've started every paragraph with so? :P ive had lots of complaints about my lack of punctuation usage. one girl i met on utoob actually suggested i at the very least start using an apostrophe. so if u'll notice in this blog i did just that. i like my style but if people can't read it and understand it then it's pointless right?

Sunday, June 15, 2008

still in PA

so we may be moving back to PA. im excited and not. i was just starting to make some friends in NC and i was going to meet the peeps on NCPK and learn to do parkour. i even got a response from another girl //which is rare. but ive got my friends back in PA and my grandparents are there and kinda need us to be there. plus mom got a wonderful exciting job opportunity// her old job offered her a huge raise and a promotion. so its pretty likely. at least ill be with my best friend again. carson u know i luv u.

so we have just been chillin poolside lately. ive got a fantastic tan and my hair is lightening nicely and naturally. ha! be jealous peoples! im gorgeous! and not really conceited but im confident that i look damn good. :P

well im going out tonight with the girls so i should get off the computer now.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

I love PA

im having a blast here in PA. i had some free time before we leave for Philly to go shopping so i thought id blog about the party last night.

carson invited all of our friends over and we just hung out. were not the stereotypical teenagers who have parties and drink til we barf. we just had some junk food and pop and chocolate. we dont drink we dont smoke and we dont do drugs. its what allows our parents to trust us. we dont believe in substances that alter our brains and who we are naturally. u know? plus/ who wants to take the chance of breaking the law and getting caught?

so there were about 20 of us all chillin in carsons basement// or as we call it / heaven. :P theres a ping pong table/ a pool table/ a table for board games or whatnot/ and even a pinball machine! his parents are really cool about us staying as long as we want as long as we clean up after ourselves. weve been doing this for about 5 years now. i rock at ping pong but suck at pool.

oh and car's house has a pool so we swam for a while. 8 boys and 12 girls in bikins is quite the picture. :P were all so damn HOT! :P

well ive actually gotta go cuz were goin to Philly to shop at the gallery downtown. woot!

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I'm off to PA

well/ im off to PA for 6 days! i cant wait to see everyone and just hang out and play games and some soccer /PA style! which for those of u who are not from my town in PA/ that means that we suck and play with our own rules. :P

best of all im done with exams/ school is out/ and i get to just chill for 3 months. im gonna work on my tan and go swimming every day. it was like 100 degrees out yesterday and i was considering making eggs on the sidewalk out front. :P

sorry to cut this short again/ but im gonna go pack. i leave in a couple hours. woot!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

exams

exams suck. thats really all i have to say. ive been studying and taking exams at school. i didnt even run today cuz i need to study for my math exam. i cant wait til schools out. ugh this sucks and blows at the same time.

Monday, June 2, 2008

i'm going to PA for a visit

im at school and mom just texted me to let me know that i can go to PA the first week after school is out. im totally excited. i havent been back since we moved and i just miss everyone so very much. im flying in by myself and staying with my grandparents for the week.

while excited im a bit nervous too cuz i havent seen all my friends for so long. u know? its gonna be weird but im gonna talk carson into throwing a party so we can all be together and hang out. gonna have to play some games and some soccer!

ive got to study for my exams and eoc's.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

summer -jobs and trips and money oh my!

so ive got some summer jobs lined up. maybe thatll keep me busy and ill be able to get a tan. im gonna be mowing yards in our neighborhood and babysitting and cleaning this ladys house down the street. shes old and cant really get around her house any more. sounds like it came from the movies cuz ill be cleaning out her attic to start with. shes 85 so there could be some interesting things up there. i just hope that the air conditioner works up there cuz its gonna be hot and musty. but shes paying me a lot just to clean out the attic and make sure everything comes down to the first floor so she can help sort it all out. she says shes not gonna live much longer and shed rather go through the stuff so her kids and grandkids dont have to when she dies. she keeps saying shes almost ready to go but God is letting her stay around for a while longer so she should make herself useful. shes excited cuz theres old photos up in that attic that she hasnt seen in years and she wants to send them to her kids. two of them are out in california and one is in nebraska. her grandkids are all spread out over the country and one is in scotland/ i think. maybe its england? idk. anyway i luv old people. u can learn so much from them. makes me miss my grandma and grandpa back in PA. i think ill call them tonight.

so im hoping that the kids i have agreed to babysit are good kids. its a 7 year old boy and a 5 year old girl. i dont really know them but mom says they seem good. she sees them out riding their bikes quite often. i guess as long as i dont have to change any stinky diapers im game. :P

and the lawn mowing is going to rock hard on my tan. i can i can mow in a bikini top and shorts and make the neighbors stare. HAHA! :P im not conceited but i am pretty damn confident in my body. /// think ill save that for another blog though. maybe as soon as im done with this one?

so mom and my step dad are wanting to take a few trips this summer too, but ive asked if i could stay with my dad. unless they are going to europe i dont wanna go anywhere. i may go to the beach one or two weekends but i honestly just like sleeping in my own bed. im not a tourist and mom is. she likes the touristy spots like museums and shops and junk like that. i like to see how people live in a new area. like go to the grocery store or the post office and just be around the different people/ hearing the different accents/ seeing the different clothing/ listening to the different music/ etc. museums are really the same everywhere. sure there are a few that are extra special / like the louvre/ but for the most part they are all the same. mom used to drag me to art museums when i was younger. i think every single art museum had an f'in mummy in it. its just not what makes my heart go. to each his own i guess.

so they are going to st augusting florida/ alabama to visit my step dads family/ and chicago to see my aunt. i wouldnt mind going to chicago cuz my aunt and i are cool. shes a musician on the side. she works a desk job during the day and plays clubs on the weekends. its so glamorous. HOT! :P

well i should get some lunch now cuz its late.

i still dont have a clever ending for my blogs. any suggestions?

fast food

i LOVE fast food resteraunts! really i do. i know its unhealthy but i luv mcdonalds and wendys and taco bell and burger king. theres something about mcdonalds fries that just //yum yum yum. i think its the salt. do they use a special salt?

i even thought about getting a job at wendys for the summer cuz u get half off ur food. :P

someday im gonna find out how to make the bigmac special sauce. it kinda seems like just mayo ketchup and relish but theres something else in there too. anyone out there know?

wendy's burgers are clearly the best though. even though they are square. they aren't frozen/ they are fresh and juicy.

so id luv to have a burger from wendys/ fries from mcdonalds/ chicken from burger king// or as dane cook calls it/ the bk lounge// milkshakes from arbys///// why cant there be one single fast food resteraunt that has all good stuff?