its been to long

so ive been away from the computer for a while. i just spend so much time on it doing homework that i tend to stay away from it in any free time i have. but i thaught i'd update everyone on what's been goin on lately. /// i mean other than school.

lets start with Ms. Eileen. she passed away two weeks ago. her daughter called me to let me know and i've been sobbing quite a bit. tho i didn't know her long i loved her. she was a very special lady and i loved all of her stories and helping her with her attic and going thru photo albums and stuff. her daughter is sending me one of Ms. Eileen's dolls from when she was a kid. i'm going to miss her. going back to NC for visits just won't be the same. they had her cremated like she wanted and her ashes were spread over the ocean at Cape Hatteras// her favorite place to visit in the Outer Banks in NC.

next to update on is that i got into 3 more colleges. yeppers i've been accepted into Stanford, University of PA, Penn State, and Duke //but i have no desire to go to Duke at all. Dad made me apply there. i havent heard back from MIT and i'm starting to think that's where i'd really like to go. i thaught i wanted to go into psychology but now i'm thinking i should jump into comuters because that really is the future. i already help with the school's computer lab and all the school's computers// including the like main computers. but idk if that's really where my heart is tellin me to go. i'll have to think more on that subject cuz i've got to make up my mind in a few months. i'm hoping for some kickass scholarships to help out // especially if it's any of the above schools.

up next in the update /// my parkour practice/training has been up in the air. i dont get much free time lately to go outside and play or train. i'm feeling it in my muscles but i did sign up for an afterschool program to use the school's gym and i can use the gymnastics equipment/// mats/ balance beam/ bars/ rings/ /// i'm really bad on the rings but that's where i've started to practice the most cuz it's great upper body workout and will help for whenever i can get back out and do more parkour. see i can double up on my afterschool activities with this gym session cuz i can tutor to Amy at the same time that i'm doing pullups on the rings or testing my balance on the high beam. she can read the probs shes having diff with in calc and i can just tell her how to do it. sometimes i need to stop and actually show her but i can usually just explain it to her in words.

so the best part of the update. Carson. so we went thru a weird period where he was acting all sorts of strange. he was jealous of all the guys i was saying were cute. all those traceurs like David Belle/ Stephane Vigroux/ Blane/ TK17/ and Danny Illabaca /// he was jealous of them. now remember i LOVE redheads and Car is a redhead and i have always loved him. well it took us long enough to figure it out but we are currently dating and taking it kinda slow so we dont screw things up. we don't ever want to lose our friendship but quite frankly i think i'd spend the rest of my life with him. i know i'm young and should keep my options open but it's Car and we've been thru everything together. our first official date was about 3 weeks ago and he kissed me. i will say it was quite weird at first but then we got the hang of it. :P its that redhead charm and skill. :P i shouldn't go into detail cuz he reads it and i don't know who else does and i don't want to embarrass him. /// we've also been discussing my going away to school. Car will prob go to Penn State and as i've said/ i just don't know yet. we can totally survive anything i think cuz we've literally been together since forever. we have both agreed that i make the school decision based solely on ME and the school itself and not on Car and where he's going. Car likes to joke that i need to get the best degree from the best college so i can support him and we can be rich. :P

what else? i miss my dad. he calls every weekend. it's hard to get a call in during the week on both our sides but weekends he calls. it's still not the same as getting to see him all the time. i can just go outside and shoot hoops with him/ ya know?

so mom and joe are doing well. dad's not dating anyone right now. mom and dad have completely returned to being friends. they are both trying to convince me to go to college on this side of the country. i just don't know yet. Standford sounds pretty appealing. :P

well Car is picking me up in about an hour for a part so i better find something to wear.

peace out my online peeps!