i'm back in PA for at least another year

so i'm back in PA now and school started today. i'm loaded down with some AP courses but should have no probs getting thru it. somehow i ended up with 2 study halls so i'm going to help out one of my fave teachers with her "remedial" math kids. i didn't even know we had that class at our school, but it's like basic math/// for high schoolers! i'm also going to be tutoring at the elementary school helping kids who have trouble with reading. gotta keep my volunteer stuff up and my extra curriculars up for those wonderful colleges. i also have to find some sort of community service that i don't get paid for.

so my BFF carson has been acting kind of weird lately. car if ur reading this stop acting all awkward with me. it hasn't been that long since i've seen u. what's up? i think we are going to the drive in tonight tho so that should rock. it was closed when i came home for a visit.

i already miss my dad and a few things about NC. for one no matter where u looked there was always a place to do some pk. i'm quite hooked on this even tho i suck and need to practice more. i tried to do a running climb of a wall thingy and just chickened out. it's freaky running straight at a wall with no intentions of stopping. and i have no idea where to put my foot on the wall to begin with. i need a slow mo vid on utoob or something.

i also miss Miss Eileen. who woulda thunk it that i'd have a hard time leaving her?

i never got to meet the people on the pk forum. i didn't go to the pk jam cuz dad got into a minor accident// minor in the sense that he didn't get hurt but the car did. but so i didn't get to meet TK17 which is disappointing. such a cutie redhead. HOT! oh and theres some other redhead that is a part of that group too. he's really cute and i think he's more my age. i wulda gone just to see him. i still love redheads and yeah, i still believe my theory. even if my online friend on utoob says that's not true and that each person is different. i like my theory and maybe i'll do a study of it in college. :P i'm not a slut i promise. i just like male genitalia. :P i like big dicks and i can not lie! u other girls can't deny/// heehee :P i should write a parody!

well study hall is about over and i should prob do somethin a bit more productive. ///

U of Penn

oh and i got into U of Penn. i know i dont write like it on the net but i am pretty smart. :P i dont like to brag but ive got a 5.0 in high school// ive got plenty of extra curriculars// etc. i havent even graduated yet. and there are all these conditions that i have to meet in order for the early acceptance to be legit. my dad went there and im part cherokee so ive kinda got the "special privilege" thing stamped on my forehead. i dont even know if i wanna go there. im not the "typical" ivy league kinda girl/ u know? AND id be younger than everyone else cuz of graduating a yr and a half early. idk what i wanna do yet. i suppose i should wait to hear from the other places i applied.

last nite

so last nite i was up til 3am just chattin with friends online. the one girl out in cali seems really nice and i hope she finds what shes lookin for. her name is amy and she has been tryin to change her life for the better and become just a better person in general.
see/ i learn so much from my online friends. and this saturday i may even get to meet some of them at a parkour jam. im trying to get my dad to take me. one of the guys even gave me his phone number so if i get there late i can call and find out what part of campus they are at so i can join them. i cant wait. they are so nice to me on the forums and i just want to meet them all before i move back to PA. they really love their discipline of parkour and are always willing to help me learn new stuff // even if its just online descriptions of how to do stuff.

ne way i should get going over to Ms. Eileen's house today. theres only a few more boxes in the attic and then we're done with the work part but i've made a friend for life // u know? tis always good to have someone so wise to be able to just go to and talk about ur probs.

l8r t8rs // <-- havent done that in a long time.

random stuff

so a few days ago i was out mowin the neighbor's yard and i was wearin my bikini and had my hair pulled up in a ponytail. no really i'm quite modest but i have good self esteem and i know i'm pretty and i have a nice body. i have long dirty blonde hair that i usually wear in a high ponytail. i have large boobs but just cuz i'm blonde and have big boobs doesn't mean i'm stupid. i hate that people just automatically assume that. ne way i'm 5 ft 6 in tall and i'm thin and fit. i run and the stupid cheerleaders at school call ME anorexic just cuz i go outside to run in my sports bra and shorts and show off my abs// which i'm quite proud of my abs! :P so ne way i was mowing the yard and 3 different times 3 diff cars drove by and swerved to the wrong side of the road. nothing like a horny man to make a girl feel HOT! heeheehaha!!! :P

there's a statewide pk jam this saturday at the local college campus and i might go. thats IF my dad will take me. mom's out of town with joe so i'm at dad's house. i hope to meet all the nice peeple i met on the forum. there have been some nice peeple on there// even one girl. ne way i'll let u know if i get there and have fun. maybe someone can tell me how to improve my grip.

gotsta go to Ms. Eileen's house now for lunch and some work.

school ... is almost over for me

so we are officially moving back to PA at the end of August. mom gave me the choice of staying with dad and staying at my school here in NC or moving back to PA and returning to my old school. mom always calls me "Rory" after the girl on Gilmore Girls cuz she says im that responsible and she left the decision up to me. well see if i stay here in NC i can meet all sorts of new people and have the opportunity to attend any of the major colleges here //duke/ unc/ ncstate/ app state/all the unc colleges/ and all the others that are within a rocks throw distance. there are colleges all over this state and that means opportunities abound. contrary to the way i write on here and online/ i really do have a brain and im really quite intelligent. i have a 5.0 weighted gpa at school and i generally dont even have to try. i have already taken 4 AP classes and can actually start out at college in my second semester. /// but i luv pop culture so i <3 internet lingo.

ne way /// if i stay here in NC i have to go another 2 yrs of high school // jr and sr year. but with my old hs back in PA i can actually graduate at the end of my jr yr cuz i've got all the credits i need. ive already applied and gotten in to several colleges but i haven't decided where i wanna go. i could go to U of Penn and i'm just quite happy that i got into an ivy league school. makes me proud and all smiles that my brain has paid off. u know? but i'm not sure i want to go to college with rich snotty kids that are going to be significantly older than me. i mean/ i'm prob more mature than most of them but still the age thing is there and socially its a problem. /// if i stay in NC i'm a resident and will only pay instate tuition to these schools. if i go back to PA i will pay instate tuition only in PA // obviously. so money is a factor. it's why ive been working so much this summer cuz im gonna need the money for living expenses while in college.

so ne way i guess what i'm sayin is that i'm moving back to PA to finish up high school by may // possibly december if they let me// and then work some more next summer and then go to college a year early and start as sophmore //by then i'll have more classes for college credit. also i MIGHT be able to do a dual enrollment type thing and go to the community college and get some college classes in too. idk yet what will happen exactly but i'm all for getting a head start on my "adult life." :P also, i can come back and stay with my dad during all the breaks and even maybe next summer. that will be nice cuz i'll get to visit Ms. Eileen. shes the one who helped me make the decision. she kept saying that i needed to make the decision for ME and no one else.

til the next blog ///

update

well/ well/ well /// an online friend of mine told me to use well instead of good. shes quite the adverb nut. :P ///

so i've been workin more and more with Ms. Eileen and babysitting. the little 4 yr old girl down the street. she's a cute kid and quite fun. the best thing is that they do "quiet time" for an hour a day and it's part of the time that i'm there. so i get paid to do nothing. sometimes i do the dishes during that time but that's not much and never takes more than 10 minutes.

so Ms. Eileen and i have been hangin out daily even if i don't work for her. she's such a nice lady. she's so wise and has some great stories. we go thru almost a photoalbum a day and just tell stories about the pictures. she's got a great memory for her age. i think all kids my age should be hangin out with the elderly peeps. u can just learn so many life lessons. Ms. Eileen has literally seen it all. shes been in love// shes had friends and loved ones die// shes had several jobs// she knows people// she has seen the worst in the world with the wars (her first husband died in WWII). shes just had such a wonderful life full of happiness and tragedy and shes survived it all. it's amazing and inspiring. we talk about everything -movies/ tv/ actors/ politics/ books/ music/ love/ sex/ friendship/ relationships/ trust/ honesty/// just everything.

so i've also been training a little bit of parkour stuff. i really suck but i like it so far. i can pretty much do decent length precision jumps pretty good //i mean well// but everything else i have to work on. i have been trying cat leaps but i have no grip and no upper body strength so i can't pull myself up. so i just hang on the wall and then slip and fall to the ground. my beautiful legs are all scraped up but that's what neosporin is for right? :P ne way ive been doing pushups and attempting pullups but i cant do too many of those cuz i'm not that strong yet. i'm getting there and i can do 2 underhand and 3 overhand pullups. i randomly do pushups throughout the day in sets of 25. i dont know what to do yet for the grip issue. i keep sliding and don't know what the next step is. ive been asking other traceurs and reading online but can't find an idea that will work for me. if ne one out there has any suggestions i'm all for em.

oooh, in case i forget, my next blog is about school and possibly graduating early...